(above - the summer started great with Orange at Koko, but before this, times they were a-changing... ) Someone might look at the title of this blog & think it would be a cry for help & they would be right. I'm writing this towards the end of July 2026, and mentally, I haven't been doing too well lately. When you find yourself going to bed thinking - would it be so bad if I didn't wake up tomorrow? - You know you're in a really bad place. I've been low before, and I found a w